In a Planning Mode

I've been busy planning what will be my 30th birthday party. I'm very excited about it.. you know the PARTY part not the turning 30 part. Right now it's still early as my birthday isn't until May 19th but in order to get the place I wanted I had to book ahead. I'll share more details later as I was told not to talk about it any more since it's too early and you never know what could come up. What a bummer, right?

Lately i've been feeling really tired. This feeling is making me think that my blood count is low again and that i'll have to take up with a couple rounds of shots. This does not please me and I hope that I get to take the not as strong dose because I don't think the side effects were as severe. Doesn't it seem dumb to you that they send me to an oncologist to figure out why my blood count is always so low and yet he can't figure out why either? I hate when doctors are just puzzled. I mean aren't they supposed to know or figure these things out? It really sucks to have to have them give me the shot until it makes me have an acceptable amount. This takes several visits and then once it's okay I stop taking it and just live my life until it gets low again. Stupid.

Right now i'm trying to catch up on America's Next Top Model on youtube because yesterday I couldn't find our remote for the HD box. I hate when we lose remotes, which we do a lot. Instead of watching my show we watched The Social Network while eating one of my best meals: stuffed poblano peppers. It was another great evening with my husband. I cherish those.

Also, I am selling the ModCloth Sweet Jamz Dress in MC that I bought for the Sweetheart Dance but that didn't fit so I didn't end up wearing it. I'm kind of lazy when it comes to returning items so i'm kind of stuck with it and I don't anticipate loosing any more weight to be able to fit into it so I must sell it. It's not even for sale on the website any longer. Check out the listing!